This is my farewell. I am done. I got’s job things to attend to and I can’t be having all my business up on the internet and shit. So, with that. I want to thank the folks that stuck around and indulged this little experiment.
It hasn’t even been a year, and I feel like it’s been 10. This is the average. This is what people with mental illness/ self esteem problems/ issues deal with. This is what people deal with. If you can’t have a sense of humor about it what’s the point. It will just become this toxic entity that will slowly destroy you. You aren’t your mistakes, though they are a large part of who you become as an individual.
If nothing else, I want people to leave knowing I love you. No matter who you are, what your damage might be, I love you. I am a firm believer that no matter how lonely you feel or how much you feel like giving up, knowing some random crazy bitch on the internet loves you for exactly the fuck up that you are.
The only person you have anything to prove is yourself. You don’t owe other people shit and yeah, they might make you feel like you do, but that’s not the case.
There were so many other things I wanted to cover. So many plans I had for this little experiment, but I have to start looking at the signs better. I have to start making better decisions for myself. It is stupid and stubborn to keep so much incriminating evidence against myself on the internet. It is smart to take it down because I have the opportunity to better myself.
The plan now is a book. Hopefully everything I wanted to discuss and some of the things I did discuss will be tortured in editing, beaten and bound into a niffty little read that will launch my other aspirations.
If you are interested in being kept updated I will leave an email address at the bottom of this for contact. I am deleting all my other posts and leaving this up until my account expires.
Even if you are just a poor, tortured, lost fuck up as myself. Send me a message if you want someone to talk you through whatever is ailing you.
Good luck homies. I wish it could have lasted longer.
In the words of my mentor:
Email to come soon. I have to create a new email for this specifically.